Israel Vasquez Jr.

Been a long while since i haven’t posted on this blog. Too busy, Too Lazy or a combination.

Today i feel the need to write, to speak out my frustrations. Though while i feel i’ve been productive at work, and i feel i’m getting more organized as we go along. Today i felt tired, as i sometimes feel. I feel a lack of energy, the want to quit, even before the day is over.

Is it cause i’m trying to do so much? I juggle various things at a time, that has always been a thing with me. I lead a busy life in all aspects. Now with an extension to the family, and complicating financial situations… i feel too much is enough. At times i feel like quiting, not work specifically, but quit trying… but at other times i convince i can only go ahead.

At 23, i would have loved to have seen myself, firmly grounded, with the least a Bachelor’s degree, A good job that i love, and financially stable. Instead i find myself still attempting to finish the degree, constantly struggling and juggling my finances, and while i do have a good job that i love, i feel i’m somewhat underestimated and overlooked at times.

Well i guess there’s nothing much i can do but Vent, … its either quiting everything and going to the ranch to chill, fish and swim or continuing the struggle. I guess its just the burned out me at the end of the week speaking.